After a amazing night talking to my boy, all I wanted to do this morning was wake up in his arms :( instead woke up in my own again.

Wish my boy was here, can cuddle me when and sick and sore and be there for me when I finish work :(

30 days :(

Mis communication is a fukin bitch

Fuck my 18th
Fuck my party

I wanna b in my boys bed curled up with him already :(

Hating today with a passion and i dont know why.
I wanna be curled up with the boy an waste the sunday talking about shit and laughing about nothing :(

Oh yea

Oh yea

Jealousy, insecurities, self esteem!! All smacking me down at once, so how I’ll feeling ATM Is shit on the side of fuck.

Not to mention, the constant bullshit coming my way.
I have enough on my plate without people scraping there’s on mine too!!

Woke up at the bottom of my world, feeling pissed off nd angry

The fucking bullshit!!
The fucking disrespect!!
The fucking people who dont realized how fuck they will be by fucking me over!!

Watch out!!

Iv had it!!

Im driven out of my own fucking house by my so called mates!!

The drama, the disrespect, the bullshit im done i cant do it anymore!!

And to make matters worse i would profer to just be home alone tonight so i wouldnt get in a worse fucking mood then i am!!